the post regarding her 1st birthday party. I can't believe she's one already. I've learned so much those past 12 months. I had to learn how to be patient, selfish, loving, and sacrificial. I have a better understanding now as a parent when Scripture calls God our Father. Although I am not a "father" I am a mother. I have a better understanding of loving someone no matter what they do and no matter how much you want to run away from that person. She has pushed many of my buttons, I find myself angry at times, frustrated many times, and tired all the time. But no matter what she will do or not do, I love her and nothing can change that. Oh how I love her.